February 2012
24 posts
27FEB2012.
Today dragged on, probably just because I was tired. Class wasn’t too bad, stayed decently interesting, I love the relationship I’m building with my teachers. These past few weeks I’ve just been doing what they told me and they’ve been happy with my work. The new offer that might be coming up with the new class is something I’m really looking forward to if it could...
24/25/26FEB2012.
Took my days of actually relaxing. Chilled at a couple bars. Had some good food. Had plenty of good conversations. Smoked my first cigar, along with many cigarettes. Ended up doing more work in Sunday than I had expected, and back to routine week tomorrow. Is it the weekend yet? I miss having someone to talk to sometimes. Goodnight.
23FEB2012.
I think I’m back on my track. Stay humble, psd. Cheers.
22FEB2012.
“You don’t need a blog man.”
21FEB2012.
Got a much needed slap in the face from my teacher today. Did nothing today except smoke, eat, and study. I gotta get back to where I was. I need to find, and keep a motivation. Sigh.
20FEB2012.
As boring as the drive between home and here can be, I have a lot of fun doing it, lol. I swear there’s nothing like rolling the windows all the way down, the sun sitting in the perfect spot, and good music just blasting. I sit there driving, singing, smiling, and at the same time thinking about everything going through my mind that usually bothers me. I’m so thankful for my optimism....
18/19FEB2012.
I’ve been home these past two days. Spent the mornings sleeping in enjoying my bed, and both days had homemade lunch from my mom. Ah. Me and my dad went to the commissary, I told him I had started smoking. He didn’t take it nearly as bad as I thought he would, he just sounded really sad about it, but I think he was happy I told him. Saturday night I hung out at the restaurant, helped...
17FEB2012.
Officially an Airman Leader now. Cool. I guess. Haha. Had lunch after with a couple people. It irks me a bit when I’m talking to a couple people in a group and everyone thinks they were part of that conversation too. Oh well, it wasn’t bad. Headed home after all that. Seven hour drive, only made two quick stops. It sucked though. I think about Hauck a lot for some reason. Eh. Went to...
16FEB2012.
I might be bipolar, or have some sort of emotional problem. Haha. Today was rad as hell. I haven’t opened any language related work since Sunday, even in class. Today we had our first semester final. I ran through it pretty easily, probably a high B, which is okay for how much I studied. My speaking got a little better, but I know I need hella improvement. Afterwards we got to play dodge...
15FEB2012.
I’ve been sad all day. The end.
14FEB2012: Satisfaction.
My role as a leader here sure has it’s benefits. Yeah, there’s probably a grip of people out there that see me as an asshole, but I do what I have to do when I need to. Today, a kid walked up to me when I was just talking to a friend in his room. “Thank you so much man, I kind of love you right now.” I laughed, and asked what was up. He thanked me for taking him off his...
13FEB2012.
It’s so nice to take a bit of time after 7 hours of class and just drive around with friends, running little errands and whatnot. It’s amazing what all of you take for granted. Here we have a phase program, when you’re new here, you have to be in uniform for about three weeks, slowly gaining freedom as time goes by. Today some of my airman received ATP after being here for a...
11/12FEB2012.
This was a much needed weekend to get away from class, and some people too. Ended up just relaxing, with a small to do list on the side that I did get done. Saturday night I saw Elite Squad: The Enemy Within. The whole movie was in Spanish, but it is definitely one of the best movies I’ve ever seen. Afterwards I headed to Crown to meet up with Tanehill and some other friends. Even though I...
10FEB2012.
Coughed a lung up in class today. A bit of a punch in the face. Not hard enough I guess. Went out to eat with Randall and Pickrel and ended up being 5th wheel. The food was shit, but at least I got to watch the game. Haha. Caught Safe House with Dillon. Relaxing way to start the weekend. Hopefully next week will look up from this one. Late.
“People don’t change. We grow old, and some...
9FEB2012.
Tomorrow is Friday. Cheers.
8FEB2012.
I don’t know what it is with me this week. Gettin’ back to my ways. Isolating myself a bit. I normally look forward to class, and talk my mouth off all day long. These past few days I’ve been so bored, making me seem tired in class. Tedious schedule. Nothing much to look forward to at the end of the day besides my bed and music. I’m not sure if this whole situation I have...
7FEB2012.
Days are too long here. It’s good to be busy I guess. It just makes me cherish those few hours of free time I get. I literally was doing something military related from 0700-1930. With about an hour of lunch and maybe 30 minutes hanging out at the patio. I met with Sheridan who moved up a while back, it’s cool chillin with him. I met another dude who apparently breaks, he said he still...
6FEB2012.
Today started off pretty whack. Woke up a bit late, and ended up getting open ranked at formation. Wasn’t looking forward to class, but killed my quiz anyway. After that I could not keep my eyes open in class. I have no idea why, I just get so bored. I feel like I don’t absorb much from all the exercises we do. And then I go to study hall for an hour and learn everything really quick...
5FEB2012.
It’s been a long weekend. A long week. My mind has been off, I’ve been smoking a bit more. It’s difficult for me to let things go like she’s trying to do. I like to talk, I really just want to apologize. But, maybe somethings are just left better off unsaid, for now at least. Knowing my big mouth I’m going to bring it up when I get the chance, and it’ll probably...
“Try not to smoke. That is not a healthy life choice.”
– Dillon
3FEB2012.
I’ve always been the quiet one. Up until these past few years, I’ve been able to speak my mind a bit more openly. Eh, a lot more. I guess it keeps me going, I’ve only been quiet because I was scared of what other people thought. But where can you go keeping to yourself, you know? It was bound to get me into some shit, I just never thought it’d affect me this much. Time to...
2FEB2012, Progression.
Got a B+ on out Unit 4 test yesterday. I was really aiming for an A, so it kind of put me down. My speaking is horrible, mainly how I use my grammar, but I’ll get that up by the next test. I was in such a bad mood after I saw my grade, my teacher was lecturing us about how far we’ve come. She said, “Look how much you can do after just two months!” I gave her a mad smirk and...
1FEB2012.
Being able to walk out of a test today and saying, “I killed that shit” really keeps me going despite how long this day has been. I’ve come far, but I don’t want that feeling of accomplishment to settle yet. As soon as my duty day was over, I hit the gym and right afterwards it was back to the flash cards. Vocabulary is my strong point, so I can’t slack now, I have to...
31JAN2012.
Today was boring. Took Dillon out for his birthday with Hauck. I’m content with the friends I have here. I didn’t study for the test tomorrow. Shabash. Goodnight. I feel whack for having nothing to write today.
January 2012
24 posts
30JAN2012.
Straight talking about my day is getting boring, let’s try to actually write more.
I’ve never been the type to take credit for everything I do. I do have a big head at times though. Yet I stay quiet, tucked behind everyone else while I’m here just doing my job, making sure my Wingmen are doing everything correctly. I don’t need a title, or a nice rope on my uniform to...
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28/29JAN2012.
Weekends here go by too fast. There just isn’t enough hours in the day. I try to plan my days out hour by hour, trying not to waste a single minute, but it’s just so much nicer to play the days out as time goes by. These past two days, I’ve had a lot of thinking time, whether it was finishing up my tattoo, burning one or two in the car, going for a run, or just relaxing in my...
27JAN2012.
“It’s Friday.” Is all I kept saying throughout class today. I don’t know why I get so bored. I’m learning, and it’s fun, I guess other shit just pops in my head throughout the day. Made it through though. I wanted to take Hauck out to dinner tonight but she refused. Me and Randall ran down to Lover’s Point, for about an hour or so, I needed that. I hate...
26JAN2012.
It’s bad how bored I’ve been getting in class lately. I don’t really pay attention to the lesson and just learn stuff by looking at it and writing different things. I need to pick up my speaking though, it really is a weak spot. Today wasn’t too bad.. except for fourth hour when Pervaiz Sahab basically called me out on liking Hauck, in front of the whole class. I was hella...
25JAN2012.
I was upset all day today. Perayshawn. But, I pushed through it all and it ended up being a really good day. This week has just been treating me well. Getting back to my ways, not letting shit get to me. I’m looking forward to this weekend, just to relax. No idea what I’m gonna do yet but I just need to keep myself busy, yet relaxed. And there’s a test next week, so I’ll be...
24JAN2012.
Class was good. Today was good. Keeping little things from bothering you makes a big difference. Hopefully this week just keeps getting better.
23JAN2012.
Woke up ten minutes before formation today. Thought that was about to lead to a shitty day. Turned out being such a good day after formation was cancelled. Killed it in class as always, even though I was bored as shit. I like having quizzes in the morning, it lets me focus more on the grammar during the day, which I really need help on. I wish other people in my class besides Pickrel were picking...
22JAN2012.
Made my normal Sunday morning routine. Jamba Juice and a haircut with Dillon. No lie a cigarette was really nice this morning. Sigh. Needa kill that shit. I got back and ate lunch at the dfac. I hate the food here. The rest of the day I spent either studying or watching the game with the homies. It’s been a good weekend just chillin with them. I’m ready for the quiz tomorrow morning,...
21/20JAN2012.
Friday was a long day. It was raining. I hate rain. I felt awkward talking to her in the morning. There’s so much I want to say to her but I’m not sure if it’d be right to, if it’d just make the situation more awkward. I got the highest test grade, but I didn’t get an A, which I was pretty bummed about. She wasn’t even close to me, which made me mad at her. She...
19JAN2012.
Took a unit test today. Wasn’t bad, I’m only hoping I did better than everyone else, horrible, I know. Just realized tomorrow starts the weekend. I don’t want to spend a lot of money.. But I guess we’ll see what happens. Maybe I’ll just find simple shit to do all weekend with Pickrell. He’s another friend I’m glad I’ve met here. All we talk about is...
18JAN2012.
What the hell is happening to you psd? You used to be so calm, so subtle. This past week you’ve been an asshole to everyone in your way. Today especially, stop whatever is bothering you from getting to you like that. You, don’t even know what’s wrong. I mean, you can’t be mad at her, you smiled when you heard that laugh through the other classroom man. Just, chill....
17JAN2012.
Damn, these posts have been getting shorter. Less to say I guess? I thought I’d be writing every little detail on here but I guess just the main points serve the purpose. Too much to say usually anyway. I’ve felt like an asshole all day today, guess shit comes around, haha. I ask myself if I’m sad here. Then I head to the front of my classroom and see the bay and realize how...
16JAN2012.
Drove to Santa Cruz with Randall to return the car. Contemplated all day on what I’d say to Hauck. Well, at least she knows knows now, along with everyone else, hah. I feel better. Less on my shoulders. Now let’s kill this test this week. Back to business after this crazy ass weekend.
15JAN2012.
San Francisco was fun. But my mind is so lost right now. I haven’t fell this hard in a while. Time to set things straight and see how bad it gets I guess, ha. I can’t believe I smoked a stogey though. I don’t have much to write but I feel like there’s so much to let out. Psd man, what the fuck have you gotten yourself into?
13JAN2012.
What’s hard work without a little relaxation on the side? Didn’t do much today. Hit up Santa Cruz with Kirby to pick up our rental car for SF tomorrow. Ate at Pearl of the Ocean, a Sri Lankan restaurant that had one of the best dishes I’ve ever had. Time to father all my friends the rest of this weekend, haha. Sucks caring about people so much sometimes, but I’m just tryna...
6JAN2012.
Class dragged on today. I hate being ready for my quiz and they put a stupid ass multiple choice bullshit in front of us come the time. People changing here already, it’s all good, tired of getting lied to though. I have my motivation to be here though, that’s all I keep in my head throughout the day. Guess ‘clah’ does get to me sometimes though. All good. Aside from that,...
7JAN2012.
Guess I’m making this more of a private blog, sort of, since when I write about shit here it doesn’t really pertain to anyone that reads my main one. The weather was so nice out today, out of all days I wasn’t really feeling like going out and doing something. Bummer. Chilled in the dorm with Dillon, it’s good to have found a homie here I can just bullshit with all the...
8JAN2012.
Woke up and got my normal Sunday morning haircut at the Supercuts down the street from post. If you care about your hair, never get it cut on post, those Asian ladies only know how to run some clippers all the way around your head. Some friends told me if I’d come pick them up they’d buy me lunch. Beat’s eating at the DFAC, I’ve been avoiding that place as much as I can...
9JAN2012.
First day off seventh hour. Started the day off in a good mood, but after the first couple classes, almost my whole class ceased to piss me off somehow. Besides a few, everyone seems to not seem to be taking this class as seriously as we should be. I guess it’s just not fun being around people that tend to bring morale down. I mean, I’m fine. I’m seeing this as my opportunity to...
10JAN12.
Vocabulary quizzes make me feel like a smart ass. That’s all I have to say about class today.
11JAN2012.
I sit here staring at the screen wondering what to write, and I realize how good I feel right now, almost forgetting how mad I was in class today. What’s a teacher that can’t teach? Someone that can ruin my day obviously. I’m always so energetic in the mornings, singing in the shower and shit. I guess there were some other factors that changed my mood, but things are straight...
12JAN12.
Just realized I’ve dated all my posts wrong haha. Sitting in a tattoo shop right now, getting work done. You have no idea how relaxing this is to me after a long ass day. Class was good, easy. Got called out by my class in front of a teacher for liking Hauck, that’s why they think I’m always chillin in the other classroom, lol. Damn assumptions man, better not start shit. Killed...
