Being able to walk out of a test today and saying, “I killed that shit” really keeps me going despite how long this day has been. I’ve come far, but I don’t want that feeling of accomplishment to settle yet. As soon as my duty day was over, I hit the gym and right afterwards it was back to the flash cards. Vocabulary is my strong point, so I can’t slack now, I have to keep that going. My weakness has been speaking but after today it’s amazing to see how much I’ve improved over these past few weeks. And then Pickrel had told me that our teacher had assigned the two of us to do a little extra work every night, making questions from previous lessons to be used for both of the classes. My first thought was just, ‘great.’ But I thought about it, and just the fact that my teachers are constantly going to me to help everyone else out is such a great opportunity, and somewhat solidifies the role I’ve been wanting to play in my class. I’ve always worked to be on top, but the load here has just been so much, and as I stand now, I can’t say that I don’t feel good. I only have so far to go. I just need to keep this motivation going. It’s Wednesday, almost there psd. Late.
